This was the most serious mistake made during my life in this Department! This was the first time I felt extremely scared and didn't know what to do......Everyone in my office (even in other offices) will know this absurd news soon. (/ has already got to know this absurd news.)

 My boss will BRIEF me tmr!!! So afraid at the moment as he seldom seriously BRIFES me...... no, he never seriously BRIEFS me ......

I can't recall details of the process.... Maybe I am so scared at the moment and forget what I have done. How can I tell my boss the fact when I can't recall so?!

Perhaps, I am so lucky that I am going to leave this Department. Perhaps, I am so lucky that I am not the only person involved (I have caused my colleague in trouble!!! really sorry about this) Perhaps, my bosses may think that as I am about to leave, I won't concentrate on my present job!!! I don't want to give them such feeling, as I am defintely not this kind of person!!! And, there is a final appraisal to be commented by my bosses...

I can't imagine what will happen to me tmr....I am scared to think so too!!!