Boss got extremely angry today!!! He blamed us for our bad performance!!! He thought we had no zeal at work! He thought we were not eager to learn more and got no knowlege of our work! He thought we were not smart enough and were not able to handle some very simple cases! (maybe, sometimes, simple in his eyes only.) He could not accept our performance as we had been working at this section for half a year but performanced same as those just post-in!!!! Two buddies became the main targets today! Nobody dared to say a word during his BRIEFING SESSION!! (He said he wanted to give a briefing to us at the beginning but this BRIEFING SESSION became a BLAMING SESSION in the end!!)

I should not deny that as a team leader, he just pointed out all the problems of our team and requested improvement!!

Yup, some of us did perform badly. They are not willing to work; they pretend to be busy so as to refuse new assignments; they do their personal affairs at work and cast aside official work!! Yup, boss is right, some of us had no zeal at work!!! To be frank, actually, sometimes I felt unhappy because of them. Why should I work so hard when they are just pretending to work?! Maybe, I am so stupid! As an employee, I am paid to work! In my eyes, my responsibility is to complete tasks assigned by my boss orderly and timely. To be frank, I felt a little bit comforted today when boss admired my performance (probably for my industrious character only) before he ended his blaming session.

His harsh words really discouraged us!!! Everyone, especially those two targets, felt very down after the blaming session!!! We are now working under extreme pressure and fear!!!