Not a Big Deal?!

Bosses didn't condemn on my mistake. My boss just kidded on my mistake and said (in a very funny tone), "對唔住?!打張memo解釋先再講", "你地死梗喇, 睇下你地以後仲敢唔敢求求其" He and other teammates thought this mistake was not easy to be avoided. There was solution to solve the problem. And the senior bosses won't get to know the matter. Another boss said nothing to me, just shook his head (with smile) when he saw me. Actually, he never gets angry even we have done something wrong in the past. He just always showes smile on his face and we won't know what he is thinking all the time.

Some other colleagues (of other teams) said it was not a big deal as I am going to leave. They didn't know what mistake I have made but they may get to know later.

Anyway, this incident had stoodoff!!

Extremely Serious Mistake......

This was the most serious mistake made during my life in this Department! This was the first time I felt extremely scared and didn't know what to do......Everyone in my office (even in other offices) will know this absurd news soon. (/ has already got to know this absurd news.)

 My boss will BRIEF me tmr!!! So afraid at the moment as he seldom seriously BRIFES me...... no, he never seriously BRIEFS me ......

I can't recall details of the process.... Maybe I am so scared at the moment and forget what I have done. How can I tell my boss the fact when I can't recall so?!

Perhaps, I am so lucky that I am going to leave this Department. Perhaps, I am so lucky that I am not the only person involved (I have caused my colleague in trouble!!! really sorry about this) Perhaps, my bosses may think that as I am about to leave, I won't concentrate on my present job!!! I don't want to give them such feeling, as I am defintely not this kind of person!!! And, there is a final appraisal to be commented by my bosses...

I can't imagine what will happen to me tmr....I am scared to think so too!!!

今日超熱, 超曬, 但係偏偏就要成日0係戶外工作...... 著住套勁厚深色制服去郊外, 超熱!!! 一落車我已經feel 到勁熱, 仲不停咁流汗。我個人比較易出汗, 平時由屋企行去巴士站, 幾分鐘我已經流汗流到成個背脊濕哂!!!今日d 汗就流得更勁, 用0左成包紙巾抺汗~~

公司越來越多人知道我要transfer, 今日有兩個同事走0黎問我~~ 本來都唔算係秘密, 不過連我自己都未知幾時會就, 所以唔想咁快咁多人知住, 況且都唔算係一份好工,只係比呢度舒服d,無咁辛苦。其實我真係無諗過會咁多人知, 我lee d small potato, 點會有人有興趣知我嘅0野?!(1)我無諗過一個我唔係under 佢嘅SIO會知, 仲要係另一個同事面前問我幾時走; (2)我亦都無諗過,我SIO會大大聲(又係0係其他同事面前)話:「你都係唔好做xx duty 喇, 你都就0黎走」當時, 我唯有無奈講句:「阿sir, mug 你咁大聲ga?!」(3)我更加無諗過, 我SIO會0係另一個IO面前問我transfer 嘅0野, 但係我一路都睇唔到個IO(我地係房門口附近講, 我0係房, 佢地0係外面, 啱啱我嘅角度睇佢唔到...)一直到阿sir 問完我, 我先見到個IO, 我又唯有講笑咁話:「阿sir, 你偷聲人講0野ga!」SIO竟然話:「唔係呀, 佢光明正大聽ga!」

我都好想可以快d 走, 我唔想再成日OT, 超攰!!! 我唔想成日對住d 犯!! 我唔想成日聽咁多大話......

Boss got extremely angry today!!! He blamed us for our bad performance!!! He thought we had no zeal at work! He thought we were not eager to learn more and got no knowlege of our work! He thought we were not smart enough and were not able to handle some very simple cases! (maybe, sometimes, simple in his eyes only.) He could not accept our performance as we had been working at this section for half a year but performanced same as those just post-in!!!! Two buddies became the main targets today! Nobody dared to say a word during his BRIEFING SESSION!! (He said he wanted to give a briefing to us at the beginning but this BRIEFING SESSION became a BLAMING SESSION in the end!!)

I should not deny that as a team leader, he just pointed out all the problems of our team and requested improvement!!

Yup, some of us did perform badly. They are not willing to work; they pretend to be busy so as to refuse new assignments; they do their personal affairs at work and cast aside official work!! Yup, boss is right, some of us had no zeal at work!!! To be frank, actually, sometimes I felt unhappy because of them. Why should I work so hard when they are just pretending to work?! Maybe, I am so stupid! As an employee, I am paid to work! In my eyes, my responsibility is to complete tasks assigned by my boss orderly and timely. To be frank, I felt a little bit comforted today when boss admired my performance (probably for my industrious character only) before he ended his blaming session.

His harsh words really discouraged us!!! Everyone, especially those two targets, felt very down after the blaming session!!! We are now working under extreme pressure and fear!!!

Exhausted!! Really need a break!! Wanna have a long vacation and travel with Mr. Ng~~

But, the cruel facts are:

1) I already had my one-week vacation leave this year... difficult to have another one week long VL.

2) VL application is forbidden in August due to the Olympic Games.

3) Mr. Ng will start his study soon in Sept.

4) Mr. Ng will be on shift duty starting from next week, even more difficult to travel together.